My trip to university today will be short.
A quick in and out.
This is a mental compensation for the fact that I do not want to go.
This is where I have been.
Trying not to freak out.
A endless cycle.
Desperate not to repeat last year.
I will only spend an hour and a half at uni today.
At the most.
forced chosen to attend a body course.
How to eat, what to eat.
It seems silly, here I am a 20 year old, third year at university and I have no idea how to eat.
I do not like eating.
This has caused problems.
Lunch today is simply carbohydrates, tea and pills.
My blood sugar needs to spike upwards if I am going to have to leave the house.
Pictures being drafted.